I cannot believe it's been since August since I've blogged.. Pull up a chair, I've been a busy girl.
Where to begin.. Oh right, I have been running. Figuratively speaking of course, you would laugh if you saw me really run. Ha. I hit the ground running and haven't looked back until now... Now it's a slow but steady pace and hindsight is not entirely 20/20 yet... A little murky but it's becoming a little clearer every day. The day I decided, with much prayer and thought, that I was not going suffer any longer... I sprung into to action. A crazy frenzy began, I laced my shoes up and took off. Running harder than I ever have, so much more to fight for now. Two roads diverged in a wood and I took the one less traveled. It was winding and I stumbled a time or two but the wind was at my back and the sun upon my face.
A couple things have come into perspective for me, the first being something I've always known. I am loved and surrounded by the best friends and family. The amount of help and understanding that has flowed my way I am ever grateful for.
The second is I have found myself again. Strong, independent and radiant.
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He looked at her with such distaste she shivered. Eyes black as coal, a reflection of his soul. Her spirit cracked a little more, she lowered her head, turned and walked away.
Tears warmed her cheeks and her heart numbed a little more. She would hide them, that's one thing he hated most, proof of his hatefulness.
